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Letter from mom and dad :')
Wednesday, May 9, 2012 | 8:47:00 PM | 0 comments
My child,

When I get old, I hope you understand 'n have patience with me. In case I break the plate, or spill soup on the table because I’m losing my eyesight, I hope you don’t yell at me.
Older people are sensitive, always having self pity when you yell.
When my hearing gets worse 'n I can’t hear what you’re saying, I hope you don’t call me ‘Deaf!’
Please repeat what you said or write it down.

I’m sorry, my child.
I’m getting older
.
When my knees get weaker, I hope you have the patience to help me get up.
Like how I used to help you while you were little, learning how to walk.
Please bear with me, when I keep repeating myself like a broken record, I hope you just keep listening to me.
Please don’t make fun of me, or get sick of listening to me.






Do you remember when you were little 'n you wanted a balloon? You repeated yourself over 'n over until you get what you wanted.
Please also pardon my smell. I smell like an old person.Please don’t force me to shower.
My body is weak.
Old people get sick easily when they’re cold. I hope I don’t gross you out.

Do you remember when you were little? I used to chase you around because you didn’t want to shower.
I hope you can be patient with me when I’m always cranky. It’s all part of getting old.
You’ll understand when you’re older.
'n if you have spare time, I hope we can talk even for a few minutes.
I’m always all by myself all the time, 'n have no one to talk to.
I know you’re busy with work.
Even if you’re not interested in my stories, please have time for me.

Do you remember when you were little? I used to listen to your stories about your teddy bear.
When the time comes, 'n I get ill 'n bedridden, I hope you have the patience to take care of me.
I’m sorry if I accidentally wet the bed or make a mess.
I hope you have the patience to take care of me during the last few moments of my life.
I’m not going to last much longer, anyway.
When the time of my death comes, I hope you hold my hand 'n give me strength to face death.

& don’t worry..
When I finally meet our creator, I will whisper in his ear to bless you. Because you loved your Mom 'n Dad.
Thank you so much for your care.

We love you. !

Monday, February 6, 2012 | 8:48:00 PM | 0 comments
6 SEBAB BERUNTUNGNYA PEREMPUAN MEMPUNYAI RAHIM

1.) Dia bekerja dengan Allah..jadi 'kilang
'manusia.Tiap-tiap bulan dia diberi cuti bergaji penuh..
7 sehingga 15 hari sebulan dia tak wajib sembahyang tetapi Allah
anggap diwaktu itu sembahyang terbaik darinya.

2.) Cuti bersalin juga sehingga 60 hari. Cuti ini bukan cuti suka hati
tapi, cuti yang Allah beri sebab dia bekerja dengan Allah..Orang
lelaki tak ada cuti dari sembahyang...sembahyang wajib
baginya dari baligh sehingga habis nyawanya..

3.) Satu lagi berita gembira untuk wanita, sepanjang dia
mengandung Allah sentiasa mengampunkan dosanya..lahir saja bayi, seluruh
dosanya habis.. Inilah nikmat Tuhan beri kepada wanita, jadi
kenapa perlu takut nak beranak? Marilah kita pegang kepada tali
Allah. Seandainya wanita itu mati sewaktu bersalin, itu dianggap
mati syahid.. Allah izinkan terus masuk Syurga..

4.) Untuk peringatan semua wanita yang bersuami: Seluruh
kebaikan suaminya, semuanya isteri dapat pahala tetapi dosa-
dosa suami dia tak tanggung.

5.) Diakhirat nanti seorang wanita solehah akan terperanjat
dengan Pahala extra yang banyak dia terima diatas segala kebaikan
suaminya yang tak disedari.. Bila dia lihat suaminya tengah
terhegeh-hegeh di titian Sirat,dia tak nak masuk syuga tanpa
suaminya, jadi dia pun memberi pahalanya kepada suami untuk
lepas masuk syurga. Didunia lagi, kalau suami dalam
kesusahan isteri boleh bantu tambah
lagi di akhirat. Kalau seorang isteri asyik merungut, mulut
selalu muncung terhadap suami dia tak akan dapat pahala extra
ini.

6. )Manakala suami pula mempunyai tugas-tugas berat
didalam dan diluar rumah, segala dosa-dosa anak isteri
yang tak dididik dia akan tanggung ditambah lagi dengan
dosa-dosa yang lain. Dinasihatkan kepada semua
wanita supaya faham akan syariat Allah agar tidak derhaka
denganNya. Dan semua lelaki fahami hati
naluri seorang wanita & isteri agar tidak derhaka denganNYA

Happy New Year ;)
Saturday, December 31, 2011 | 10:50:00 PM | 0 comments
Hello :D About 1 hours more 2011 will leave us . Goodbye 2011 . Although I spent a lot of tears in this 2011 but it was joyful :') I got many friends , sister/brother adopted since I join Scout ^__^ Happy ,Sadness, Joy, Cheersfull had been through in this year .  I dont know what to do in this new year night . I didnt celebrate it . Stayed at home like an IDIOT person . Damn it :/ . GOODBYE 2011 , WELCOME 2012. May this 2012 brings more cheerful for me. ILOVEYOUSUNSHINE. Anyway thanks for reading and thanks follow my blog . May God Bless You :'D

Pity Her :/
Sunday, December 18, 2011 | 10:19:00 PM | 0 comments
Assalamualaikum semua :) Haa ! Tadik terbaca blog Ziera terbaca salah satu entri dia .Sangat menarik ! Jadi copy dri dia .sorry kalau tak bagitahu .Sedih , Geram ,sakithati pun ada . Baca sampai habis okay ?!

 
Pada 25 November 1988, ketika beliau baru sahaja berusia 16 tahun, beliau telah diculik oleh 4 orang lelaki. Mereka membawanya dan kemudian mengurungnya di kediaman keluarga Kamisaku, iaitu salah seorang penculik beliau. Rumah tersebut terletak di Ayase, di daerah Adachi, Tokyo. Mereka memperkenalkan Junko sebagai seorang teman wanita kepada salah seorang daripada mereka.

Untuk menutup perbuatan mereka, salah seorang daripada penjenayah tersebut menyuruh Junko menghubungi ibubapanya dan memberitahu bahawa beliau telah lari dari rumah dan sedang berada dengan temannya dan ‘tidak dalam bahaya’.

Sepanjang dikurung, Junko pernah beberapa kali cuba melarikan diri, tetapi tidak berjaya danakan diseksa dengan lebih dahsyat setelah ditangkap. Beliau juga banyak kali merayu kepada ibubapa Kamisaku iaitu tuan rumah tempat beliau dikurung untuk membantu beliau, tetapi mereka takut diapa-apakan oleh penculiknya. Tambahan pula, salah seorang daripada penculik beliau merupakan pemimpin rendah yakuza, dan memberi amaran akan menyuruh kenalannya membunuh sesiapa yang cuba masuk campur.

Meaning of Yakuza,
Yakuza, juga dikenali sebagai gokudō, ahli-ahli sindiket jenayah terancang yang tradisional di Jepun. Polis Jepun, dan media oleh permintaan polis, memanggil mereka bōryokudan, secara literal "kumpulan keganasan", manakala Yakuza memanggil diri mereka "ninkyō dantai", "organisasi bahaduri". Yakuza terkenal terkenal dengan kod yang ketat tingkah laku dan sifat yang sangat dianjurkan. Mereka sangat lazim dalam media Jepun dan beroperasi di peringkat antarabangsa dengan 80,900 ahli anggaran.



Seksaan-seksaan yang Junko deritai:

HARI PERTAMA:
  • Diculik.
  • Dirogol (lebih daripada 400 kali)
  • Kebuluran dan kekurangan nutrisi
  • Makan lipas untuk makanan dan minum air kencing sendiri
  • Dipaksa onani
  • Dipaksa berbogel di hadapan penculiknya
  • Dicucuh dengan pemetik api
  • Dubur dan kemaluannya dimasukkan objek asing
HARI SEBELAS:
  • Dipukul berulang-ulang kali
  • Mukanya dihadapkan ke lantai konkrit dan penculiknya melompat di atas kepalanya
  • Tangan diikat ke syiling dan badannya dijadikan punching bag
  • Hidungnya dipenuhi darah yang banyak sehingga hanya dapat bernafas melalui mulut
  • Alat pengangkat berat dijatuhkan ke atas perutnya
  • Muntah ketika cuba minum air (perutnya tidak dapat menerima air)
  • Cuba melarikan diri dan dicucuh rokok di lengannya
  • Dituang cecair mudah terbakar di atas kakinya, kemudian dibakar (barangkali untuk mengelakkan dia melarikan diri)
  • Botol dimasukkan ke dalam duburnya, mengakibatkan kecederaan
HARI 20:
  • Tidak dapat berjalan dengan betul kerana luka terbakar yang teruk di kaki
  • Dipukul dengan buluh
  • Duburnya dimasukkan mercun dan kemudian dinyalakan
  • Tangan dihempap dengan objek berat dan kukunya dipecahkan
  • Dipukul dengan kayu golf
  • Rokok dicucuh ke dalam kemaluan
  • Dipukul dengan batang besi berulang kali.
  • Dipaksa tidur di balkoni dalam cuaca musim sejuk
  • Batang besi pemanggang untuk memanggang ayam dimasukkan ke dalam kemaluan dan dubur mengakibatkan pendarahan
HARI 30:
  • Lilin panas dititiskan ke muka
  • Kelopak mata dibakar dengan pemetik api
  • Dicucuk jarum di bahagian dada
  • Puting buah dada kiri di potong dan dihancurkan dengan playar
  • Mentol lampu yang panas dimasukkan ke dalam kemaluan
  • Pendarahan yang teruk di kemaluan akibat dimasukkan gunting
  • Tidak boleh membuang air kecil dengan baik
  • Kecederaan yang teruk sehingga mengambil masa satu jam untuk turun dan pergi ke tandas
  • Gegendang telinga mengalami kerosakan yang terukSaiz otak mengecut
HARI 40:
  • Merayu penyeksanya 'membunuhnya dan membiarkan semuanya berakhir'
  • I JANUARI 1989: Menyambut tahun baru bersendirian.
  • Badannya sudah hilang rupa dan fungsi asal.
  • Tidak dapat bergerak daripada lantai.
HARI 44 (HARI KEMATIAN):

Penculiknya memukul tubuhnya dengan batang besi angkat berat, menggunakan alasan kalah bermain mahjong untuk berbuat demikian. Junko berdarah dengan sangat teruk di mulut dan hidungnya. Mereka membakar muka dan matanya dengan lilin.

Cecair pemetik api disimbah ke kaki, tangan, muka dan perut, kemudian api dinyalakan. Seksaan terakhir Junko ini mengambil masa lebih dua jam. Tidak lama kemudian, Junko meninggal dunia dalam kesakitan.

So that’s all. Menurut sumber, lebih 100 orang mengetahui keadaan Junko di rumah tersebut, tetapi tidak dapat dipastikan mereka turut merogol atau menderanya atau cuma melawat rumah tersebut. Walau bagaimanapun, tiada siapa di antara 100 orang tersebut cuba menghubungi pihak polis.

Penjenayah tersebut tidak dikenakan tindakan yang berat. Mereka juga cuma didakwa atas‘mencederakan anggota badan sehingga membawa kematian’ dan bukannya ‘pembunuhan’. Keluarga Junko cuba membawa kes tersebut semula ke mahkamah, tetapi gagal kerana penemuan bukti iaitu air mani dan bulu kemaluan yang tidak menepati DNA penjenayah.

Pendapat saya, bukti tu boleh ditukar. Sebab salah seorang daripada penjenayah tersebut ialah ahli yakuza, yang mempunyai cara untuk memastikan mereka tidak akan dikenakan hukuman yang berat. Mereka hanya dikenakan hukuman maksimum penjara 4, 6 dan 8 tahun masing-masing, dan penjara 20 tahun kepada ketua penjenayah tersebut.

Keadilan tidak tertegak untuk Junko. Penjenayahnya masih bebas hingga kini (tidak dapat dipastikan penjenayahnya terbunuh atau terselamat sewaktu tsunami melanda). Ini ialah peringatan kepada semua untuk melindungi anak-anak, adik beradik daripada menjadi mangsa kejadian seperti ini. Semoga Allah melindungi kita semua. Amin.

Thanks for reading 

Express your feelings =')
Friday, June 24, 2011 | 12:18:00 PM | 0 comments
She had a boyfriend , she grew up with him , to her , he is the only one , the most importanat and precious .But to him she was only another girl .
Girl : hey , wanna watch a movie ? 
Guy : I cant 
Girl : Why ? Are you need to study or being to be somewhere ?
Guy :Im meeting up with a friend


It was always like that , he meet up with others girl infront of her , and act like nothing , The word love never come's out from his mouth only her . Every since they known each other , she never heard the word 'ILOVEYOU' from him before , Everyday before they say goodbye , he would just hand her a doll everyday without fail , She even didnt know why . Then one day , 


Girl : I Love You 
Guy : Erm , you ,, what ? just take this doll and go back home 

That's how he ignored the three word and handed her a doll . The dolls she received from him everyday filled her room one by one , There were many . Then one day come , her 15th year old birthday ., when she got up in the morning , she look a picture party with him , She stranded in her room and wait for his call , 

But , lunch passes , dinner passes , and soon the sky was dark , he still didnt call , It was already tiring  to look at the phone anymore,  Then around 2am ,in the morning , he suddenly called , and she woke up from her sleep .
He told her to go outide of her house , she was so excited , 


Guy : here take this 


* And again , he handed her a little cute doll , *


Girl : what's this ? 
Guy : i didnt give it you yesterday so im giving you now , Im going home , bye 
Girl : Jake , do you know what 's day was today ? 
Guy : Today ? what about it ? 


Her heart sank , she thought he would remember her birthday . He turned around and walked like nothing happen . She collapsed on the ground and start crying , How could he , maybe he's not the right guy for her , 


After that day , she stranded herself at home and crying ,but , he just countinued giving him a doll in the morning infront of her house , That's how the dolls filled up in her room everday , After a month , she got to go to school . But what made the pain is , she saw him with other girl . , And he had a smile on his face , one that he never showed to her , as he touched the doll, She ran straight to home and looked all the dolls in her room  , Why did he give this to her , Those doll a probably  picked out by some other girl , In a fit anger she  threw the doll around , Then the phone rang , It was him , He told her to come out and go at the bus stop , she try to calmed herself down and walked to the bus stop . He was holding a BIG DOLL .


 Guy : there you are , i thought you were upset and never want to meet me up , 


 *Soon he held out the doll as usual* 


Girl :  I dont need it !
Guy : But why ? 

  
She grabbed the doll from his hand and throw it at the road , 


Girl : I dont need this doll !I dont need it anymore!I dont want to see a person like you ever again !


But unlike any other day , his eyes were shaking , ' Im sorry' He appologized in a tiny and shaking voice . 
Then he walked over the road to pick up the doll


Girl : You're stupid ! Just leave the doll , throw it away!


But he ignored her and ~ Honk honk ~
With the loud honks , the big trucks was heading toward him , 


 Girl : Jake ! Move away ! Move away !!!


She shouted as loud  as she could , he stood up and look her with sad eye , 
THEN BOOM !!!!


The sound was terrifying , she screamed and cried , but nothing could bring him back , No matter how much she wished that she could take back the word that she said to him , she couldnt . And thats how he went away from her , 
After spending two months like a crazy people , she took out all the dolls he give , she counts ' one .. twoo .. three . ' Thats how she start counting the dolls , 'Four hundred and eighty four , four hundred and eighty five , 'It all ended with 485 dolls , She started to cry again , with a dolls in her arm and she hugged it tightly , suddenly , ~I love you , Ilove you~ She dropped the doll and shocked , She pcked up back the doll and pressed it stomach , ~I Love you , I love you~ It cant be ! she pressed all the stomach dolls,  ~ I love you , I love you , She took out the last dolls under the bed and pressed its stomach , its was the big dolls , the one that feel on the road , Its had his blood stain on it ,The voice that she missed one came out , 


' hun , Do you know what day today is ? We've been loving each other for 486 days . Urm , Since I was too shy , If you forgive me and take this doll , i will say that i love you , everyday till I die  , I love you 'The tears came flowing out of her , Why ? Why ? She asked God , she she knowed all of this now ? He can't be at her side , but he love's heruntil the last minute .For that , and for that reason , to her it became a courage , to live a beautiful life =')


                ---------------------------> THE END <---------------------------

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Saturday, June 18, 2011 | 2:58:00 AM | 0 comments
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Sweet ♥ =')
Tuesday, May 10, 2011 | 8:55:00 PM | 0 comments
Boy: Hey, hun!

Girl: Hey.

Boy: I missed you at school today. Why weren’t you there?

Girl: Yeah, I had to go to the doctor.

Boy: Oh really? Why?

Girl: Oh, nothing. Just some annual shots, that’s all.

Boy: Oh.

Girl: So what did we do in math today?

Boy: You didn’t miss anything that great, just a lot of notes.

Girl: Ok, good.

Boy: Yeah.

Girl: Hey, I have a question…

Boy: Ok, ask away.

Girl: ….how much do you love me?

Boy: You know I love you more than anything in this world.

Girl: Yeah…

Boy: Why did you ask?

Girl: *silence*

Boy: Is something wrong?

Girl: No. Nothing at all.

Girl: …how much do you care about me?

Boy: I would give you the world in a heartbeat if I could.

Girl: You would?

Boy: Yeah of course I would. *sounding worried*.Is there something wrong?

Girl: No, everything’s fine…

Boy: Are you sure?

Girl: Yeah.

Boy: Okay…I hope so.

Girl: ……….would you die for me?

Boy: I would take a bullet for you anyday, hun.

Girl: Really?

Boy: Anyday. Now, seriously, is there something wrong?

Girl: No, I’m fine. You’re fine. We’re fine. Everyone and everything is fine.

Boy: ……okay.

Girl: ….well, I have to go. I’ll see you tomorrow at school.

Boy: Alright, bye. I LOVE YOU!

Girl: Yeah…I love you, too. Bye.

THE NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL.

Boy: Hey, have you seen my girlfriend today?

Friend: No.

Boy: Oh.

Friend: She wasn’t here yesterday, either.

Boy: I know. She was acting all weird on the phone last night.

Friend: Well, dude, you know how girls are sometimes.

Boy: Yeah, but not her.

Friend: I don’t know what else to say, man.

Boy: Okay, well I gotta get to english. I’ll see ya after school.

Friend: Yeah I gotta get to science. Later.

THAT NIGHT.

-ring-

Girl: Hello?

Boy: Hey.

Girl: Oh, hi.

Boy: Why weren’t you at school today?

Girl: Uh, I had another appointment with the doctor.

Boy: Are you sick?

Girl: ……..um, I have to go. My mom’s calling on the other line.

Boy: I’ll wait.

Girl: It may take a while. I’ll call you later.

Boy: Alright…………I love you.

#very long pause#

Girl: *with a tear in her eye* Look, I think we should break up.

Boy: What!?

Girl: It’s the best thing for us right now.

Boy: Why??

Girl: I love you.

#click#

THE GIRL DOESN’T COME TO SCHOOL FOR 3 MORE WEEKS AND DOESNT ANSWER HER PHONE.

Boy: Hey dude.

Friend: Hey.

Boy: What’s up?

Friend: Nothing. Hey…have you talked to your ex lately?

Boy: No.

Friend: So you didn’t hear?

Boy: Hear what?

Friend: Um, I don’t know if I should be the one to tell you

Boy: dude, what the hell just tell me!

Friend: Uh….call this number…433-555-3468

Boy: Ok…

BOY CALLS NUMBER AFTER SCHOOL.

-ring-

Voice: Hello, Suppam County Hospital. This is Nurse Beckham.

Boy: Uh, I must have the wrong number. I’m looking for my friend.

Voice: What is their name, sir?

(boy gives info)

Voice: Yes, this is the right number. She’s one of our patients here.

Boy: Really? Why? What happened??? How is she???

Voice: Her room number is 646 in building A, suite 3.

Boy: WHAT HAPPENED!?!?

Voice: Please come by, sir, and you can see her. Goodbye.

Boy: WAIT! NO!

#dial tone#

BOY GOES TO HOSPITAL, AND TO ROOM 646, BUILDING A, SUITE 3. GIRL IS LYING IN THE HOSPITAL BED.

Boy: Oh my God, are u okay??

Girl: ………………

Boy: Sweetie!! Talk to me!!

Girl: I……….

Boy: You what?? YOU WHAT???

Girl: I have cancer and I’m on life support.

Boy: *breaks into tears*

Girl: They’re taking me off tonight.

Boy: Why??

Girl: I wanted to tell you, but I couldn’t .

Boy: Why didn’t you tell me????

Girl: I didn’t want to hurt you.

Boy: You could never hurt me.

Girl: I just wanted to see if you felt about me the same as I felt about you.

Boy: …?

Girl: I love you more than anything. I would give you the world in a heartbeat. I would die for you and take a bullet for you.

Boy: *crying*

Girl: Don’t be sad. I love you and I’ll always be here with you

Boy: Then why did you break up with me?

Nurse: Young man, visiting hours are over.

The boy leaves and later that night the girl is taken off of life support and dies, but what the boy didn’t know is that the girl only asked him those questions so she could hear him say it one last time. She only broke up with him because she knew she only had 3 more weeks left to live and thought that it would cause him less pain and give him time to get over her before she died.

NEXT DAY.

The boy is found dead with a gun in one hand and a note in the other.

THE NOTE SAID: “I told her that I would take a bullet for her, just like she said she would die for me.”


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